Sacrifice for nothing...

This is what i should get from ya huh?
Keep on lying to me?
Huh?
Is this the way what u called LOVE?

Hmm...
那首歌 by 林宥嘉,
this song is so meaningful to me...
all the lyrics is like showing all the meaning to me...
especially this part = 一开始你爱我 最后你放弃我

damn suits my situation,
I dunno wat happen to her or i make anything wrong till it become this worst situation...
Keep on lying to me,
I somehow don't feel any happiness nowadays...

She dun even have the iniative to show concern or wat...
didn't even have the time to call and said " come! let's go out"
Haih...
Damn fed up la...

Hey babe, please tell me wat's wrong okay?
Huh?
Do u still care about the relationship in us?
Please please please...tell me please...
If u think that i'm just a pet to u?
Whenever u need me, u will msg properly = Dear, darling, ....

I sacrifice so much for ya but u just some how thinks that its necessary right?
Let me tell u,
If u thinks that watever i do to u now its necessary, but u just don't some how show ur appreciation...
Whenever U leave me or I'll leave you one day...
You will started regret like somehow...

U came back from ur trip,I go fetch ya...
I didnt manage to sleep for the whole night as i know that u r coming back to malacca to accompany me d...
Drive up to campus, get ur luggage, bring u for breakfast + lunch, go back HOME...
Yeah, should thanks ya for the Him Heang biscuit...All the way from penang and get my family for that...
Thanks a lot, but i dun wan that okay...
All i need is ur time to spent on me but not at ur coursemates or ur so called "wife" roomate...
I can feel that even ur roomate also pity on me...
Why la all ur time is on ur fren but not on the one that sacrifirce on u so much...

Haih, I think i'm just the guy being cursed...
Each time msg ya, i get to feel fear...whether u will reply me or not?
Now i know, whenever ur fren msg u, u reply them asap as u can...

U changed a lot,
U really changed a lot. a lot, a lot...
no more morning greeting from ya,
no more anxious msg from ya,
no more, no more, no more...

This feeling is no longer right,
I have tried to salvage,
You’ve neglected me and actually just wanted someone by your side,
I finally understood,
and You look so tired,
Yet my heart aches and you suffering,
Your beauty is something I am not worthy of....

Its the matter of chance and time...
think for yourself!